But the question is...

Do I want to live longer if it means denying myself something I crave so much???

Two weeks without a smoke

And the past 4 days have been the hardest. Thought it would be getting easier by now... not harder. I so miss smoking. But I'm still not letting myself go buy a pack. I'm sure I wouldn't enjoy a cigarette as much as I think I would anyway. But I've smoked for half of my life. Cigarettes are like a dear old friend. Been there for me from the time I woke up until the time I went to sleep. I'm getting all teary eyed reminiscing.

I've quit smoking!

Been without a smoke for nearly a week now. Don't know if it'll last or not. But in any case, it sucks to have a blog captioned 'a look at life through a cloud of cigarette smoke' when I'm trying my best to stay smoke-free. Suppose I might should update my 'about me' section too, to reflect that I've quit.
Well... I've decided perhaps starting a new blog might be in order, but I'll continue posting some to this one too. Not that I've really been doing a very good job at maintaining this blog anyway...lol. Hopefully I'll be better about posting to my new blog, The Cheese Box. If you happen upon this blog, feel free to hop over to The Cheese Box and see what I'm up to.